Saturday, April 12, 2008

Learn 44 things about your friends!Let them learn 44 things about you!
1. Do you like blue cheese? Nasty!
2. Have you ever smoked heroin? Nope!
3. Do you own a gun? Brandon has 2.
4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic'? I love the Diet cherry limeades
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Not usually
6. What do you think of hot dogs? I like the beef ones
7. Favorite Christmas song? I Cry the Day That I Take the Tree Down (Forgotten Carols)
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? My herbalife shakes specifically Chocolate Banana
9. Can you do push ups? only if you want to see me die
10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My wedding ring and my remembrance ring I got for James
11. Favorite hobby? I'm addicted to blogging, love cooking and trying new recipes for desserts
12. Do you have A.D.D.? I feel like sometimes I do
13. What's one trait that you hate about yourself? I'm lazy when I should be cleaning my house
14. Middle name? Ann
15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
1: I should be going to bed;
2: I'm excited to go to Amber's party ; and
3: I hope Callie doesn't wake up again tonight.
16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
1: H20;
2: Milk; and 3:Diet Coke every now and then
17. Current worry right now? I'm drawing a blank
18. Current hate right now? Callie throwing up unexpectedly
19. Favorite place to be? cuddling with Callie when she is nice and getting my hair done
20. How did you bring in the New Year? partying with family
21. How old are you? 26
22. Name three people who will complete this? we'll see.
23. Do you own slippers? I do but never think of using them usually wear fuzzy socks
24. What color shirt are you wearing? sea green
25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? nah I like flannel
26. Can you whistle? I can whistle a tune really good but not loud! My flute playing paying off
27. Favorite color? purple and red together
28. Would you be a pirate? I don't think I would make a good one
29. What songs do you sing in the shower? Love Song\ Sara Barellis
30. Favorite girl's name? Anna and chevell
31. Favorite boy's name? xander and if anyone uses it I'll hunt you down!!
32. Last thing that made you laugh?Callie
33. Best bed sheets as a child? Rainbow ones
34. Worst injury you've ever had? C-section and ditto to leslie a broken heart
35. Do you love where you live? I'm very much in love with my neighborhood and ward
36. How many TVs do you have in your house? 2
37. Who is your loudest friend? Kellie is very energetic and I love her for that!!
38. What is your favorite game to play? I love Cranium and marbles aggravation, phase 10
39. Does someone have a crush on you? My husband - I hope
40. What is your favorite book? Twilight series I love all books mostly fantasy and LDS romance and suspense
41. What is your favorite candy? anything chocolate and mint
42. Favorite Sports Team? not a sports fan
43. What were you doing 12 AM last night? watching brothers and sisters online ABC show
44. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? I get to see my mom today, got to get Callie ready, I need to take a shower, I hope Callie is good long enough for me to take a shower and stays out of things while I take a shower.

1 comment:

Daedre said...

Very cute blog! I'm looking forward to keeping up with it and getting to know you better as well!

What I Wish Everyone Knew

I wish everyone knew that this hurt never goes away. We still need support, and I still need to hear my son and daughters' name. Now, even more than before, I NEED to have their lives validated.

I wish everyone knew ....that even though my babies' deaths were the most painful experience of my life, I am grateful for the pain, and I would still choose to have them even knowing that it would end the same....and I would give anything to cuddle them in my arms again, if only for a brief moment.

I wish everyone knew... that my heart leaps with joy every time someone asks me about my babies.

I wish everyone knew that a baby's age or size at birth or death does not determine to how much of a person he or she was or how much they will be loved or missed.

I wish everyone knew that an early miscarriage and/or losing a tiny baby is just as difficult and painful as losing any other child.

I wish everyone knew how much I need to talk about mybabies, and how happy it makes me when someone asks about them.

I wish everyone knew the struggle that I go through everyday to answer the simplest questions, like: How many children do you have?

I wish everyone knew it is ok to talk about my loss.

I wish everyone knew that I think of my babies all the time.

I wish everyone knew that I have completely changed because of my experiences.

I wish everyone knew how much I love and miss my babies.

I wish everyone knew how much I need to talk about them and remember them.

I wish everyone knew what it felt like to hold them, still, perfect, breathtaking and have to leave them.

I wish everyone knew what it felt like to long for just 1 more second with their baby. Maybe then they could truly cherish all the billions of seconds they get with theirs.

I wish everyone knew that us mommies who lose our babies carry them with us everywhere we go...for the rest of our lives...and to say we are changed...is putting it rather lightly.

I wish everyone knew and appreciated what an absolute miracle each and every child is, from conception to birth, viable and enviable.

I wish everyone knew that even though I can smile and go to work and "function" like everyone else, I'm not like everyone else.

I wish everyone knew that even if you don't know what to say to me, saying nothing at all is more painful than you can imagine. Ignoring me and never speaking to me again because it makes you uncomfortable to be around me is worse than being uncomfortable or saying the wrong thing.