Sunday, April 27, 2008

Prom!

I bought some hair rollers recently and decided I wanted to try them out in Callie's hair. She did wonderful and held still while I put them in. Her hair is still just a little short for them but it was kinda cute!!
This weekend was prom for Taylor and I was so excited for her letting me do her hair!!! It took about two hours to do her hair and makeup! But worth it in the end. Her friend Jackie was nice enough to let us use her house. When Taylor was born I was so happy to have a little sister, but as she grew up she didn't want anything to do with me and followed Colton around. She was a little tom boy. In middle school I could see the change happening and she started to become a GIRLIE GIRL!! I'm so glad I was able to be a part of the events yesterday. Taylor, I love you!!




We stopped at Grandma Ricks' house before we went to do Taylor's hair. Callie found these reading glasses and wanted to put them on. I think it is sooo cute!!!

2 comments:

Jessica said...

What a great sister you are! Taylor looks beautiful - way to go! Oh... and so does Callie of course. How fun to do your little girls hair... some day some day for me.

leslie mae said...

You girls are beautiful!! Maybe Sadie will let me have a go with her hair... she already hates it when I do her hair for church! She's in the tomboy phase for sure!! Anyway; great job on Taylor's hair; she looks amazing!

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